Running Proud

This week I officially started Couch to 5K. For those of you not familiar with the C25K program, the first week’s routine is a simple 5 minute warm-up walk, followed by alternating between 60 sec running, 90 sec walking (repeated 8 times), and then a 5 minute cool-down walk. This first day was definitely a challenge for me, an admittedly out of shape, overweight, asthmatic ginger.  The second day proved easier, and by my third training day, Week 1’s routine provide rather easy. It was easy enough that I wanted to see just how long I could run at one time.

Now mind you, in athletics running is defined as a gait in which both feet are periodically off the ground at the same time. So by that definition, I don’t run fast, but I do run. Let’s take a quick jaunt back to high school days because who doesn’t love thinking about those Glory Days? Throughout school P.E. classes, I was always the kid who walked the mile and would have preferred to just opt out of it altogether. So while seeing how long I could run was going to be a physical challenge, it was more of a mental one, as is often the case with any physical feat. I weigh more than I did in high school by quite a bit, but I also know that I’m in better shape now than I was then, which is kind of sad considering just how out of shape I am currently. More to the point though, I knew I’d have to push through the mental barrier even harder than the physical one.

I did a 4 minute warm-up walk, mentally pep-talking myself the entire time, and once I saw 04:00 on the treadmill, I increased the speed and began my run. My legs were sore from the last few days of C25K combined with a few full-body workouts this past week. I knew I could make I had to make it to at least 2 minutes running or I’d have a difficult time with Week 2 of C25K. Getting to 2 minutes was easy enough, but I wanted to quit. I wanted to say, “You made it to your minimum goal, now have a rest.”

But I didn’t. I pushed through that mental block and made it to 3 minutes, then 4 minutes, and by 5 minutes my legs were really feeling the burn, and I thought I was physically done. I always hear runners say that they get to a point where everything in them is exhausted and feels like quitting, but somewhere deep down they find an extra burst of strength to push through that wall and keep going. Well today I must have found my inner runner because before I knew it, I had made it to 7 minutes straight of running. I ran a half mile in 7 minutes straight. I don’t think I’ve ever run a half mile in my life without stopping to walk. After a short walking break, I found it in me to run another 3 minutes and then walk some more. I’m tired. I’m sore. But I’m proud.

 

Reality Check

As a single 23 year old looking to start school full-time and working two mentally and physically stressful jobs, most people would describe me as a workaholic. I like to think of it as being hardworking in pursuit of my goals, though there are times when I think of it more in terms of not wanting to be poor – something we can all relate to these days. Even though I know my work ethic and the job experience I’m gaining are helping me get closer to a financially stable and rewarding career, I’m also beginning to realize what my friends have been telling me for years: I work too much. Don’t get me wrong though. Both of my jobs (one full-time, one part-time) have me caring for developmentally disabled adults in their homes, and I absolutely love it. I feel very lucky that three years ago I fell into a job that I love at the young age of 20. I wouldn’t trade the experience this field of work has provided me for anything. That being said, though, I have been trading away my free-time in exchange for a paycheck that I rarely spend on anything fun. And I guess that’s where this blog comes in. One thing I’ve learned these past few years is that I’m a really good planner… as long as those plans aren’t for my own life. In my own life I’ve been more of a dreamer. I’ve always believed in the power and reality of everyone else’s dreams; however, I guess it’s only been a recent discovery for me that my own dreams can be a reality. In the short 23 years I’ve been alive I’ve had to very quickly learn some of the harsh lessons this life has to teach, and until this year, I’ve let those things skew how I viewed what I can accomplish. Sob stories aside, I’m now understanding that I need to turn my own dreams into plans. In terms of physical fitness and general health I’m a resolutioner this year. What can I say? I’m a sucker for “new beginnings” as they were. I’m proud to say that since January 1st, I’ve lost nearly 20 lbs, and I’m still going strong. Weight loss has always been one of those dreams I never really believed in the reality of before. But as I’ve made progress these last two months, I’m starting to ask myself, “Why not?” Why not go skydiving? Why not travel? Why not take a naked yoga class? So I made a list, and you guessed it… all of those are on it. Perhaps it’s a bit cliche, but I’ve chosen 30 things to do before I turn 30. If you’ve made it this far,  I’m sure you’re waiting to see what made the list. So without further ado…

  1. Take pole dance classes
  2. Take boxing lessons
  3. Take belly dance classes
  4. Go skydiving
  5. Take ballroom dance classes
  6. Run a 7 minute mile
  7. Run a 5K
  8. Run a 10K
  9. Finish LPN program
  10. Finish LPN to ASN program
  11. Finish ASN to BSN program
  12. Take sign language classes
  13. Finish therapeutic massage certificate
  14. Visit Albuquerque Balloon Festival
  15. Visit Nantucket
  16. Visit Sequoia National Park
  17. Visit Maine
  18. Travel abroad
  19. Learn to ski
  20. Learn to snowboard
  21. Ride a zipline
  22. Finish my reading list
  23. Host a dinner party
  24. Host a Sunday brunch
  25. Participate in a poetry reading
  26. Sing karaoke
  27. Take a naked yoga class
  28. Learn to drive stick shift
  29. Buy a house
  30. Change someone’s life for the better

Every item on this list is something that I have been wanting to do for some time, but the majority of them are pretty far out of my comfort zone. I’m sure there are a few on here that will even surprise my friends (Hey, friends! Surprise!) I’ll explain some of my choices in later posts. For now… I’m off to nap before work!